Thoughts

So I awoke early this morning, so that I could ensure that I could go to Fran's and have breakfast. I went and ate, and then returned to the hotel with plenty of time to spare. I thought hey, why don't I make a blog? Again. I had written the previous post (Social Distortion) last night as just a way of getting things out, and thought that I should really put an effort into trying to stay on top of it. So, again, I decided to publish a blog.

I wonder if my friends or family will ever see this or not. I am not worried about friends, as whatever, but I am still not "out" to my family. I am sure that they assume, and have felt that way for some time, but there is no verification or denial for them to work with.

I have decided that I really don't care. As I near thirty, I realize that I live in an age where who you are is not who you sleep with, so I am not overly concerned if someone stumbles upon my secret. I know; all of you out and prouders think that it's shameful that I don't tell my family, and to you, I say FUCK OFF! They are my family, and if I want to tell them; it is MY decision. Not yours. I recently had someone tell me that they met someone who wouldn't go out with them because they are still closeted. Get off your fucking high horse! Just because your family is warm and accepting and tickles each other until they throw up on a regular basis does not mean that everyone else's is. Respect that, or get lost.

Anyways, my time in TO is drawing to a close, and I still have to pack everything away nice and neat so I can check out. Hope you liked the rant.